Love, Friendship, and Misunderstanding

It's hurt when you lost your friend, huh? 
Hm? Dead? 
No no, she's not dead. She's still alive. But... She hates me. Yeah, hate me.
Why?

Because her boyfriend loves me.


Is it all my fault? I never have a feeling for her bf. Never. We became close because she always asked me to accompany her to meet her boyfriend. And oh come on, she already knew that I like our senior. And I never tried to approach her bf. Because I know that she really love her bf. Even though at times they quarrel.

When she had an argument with her ​​boyfriend, she told me. So also her boyfriend. Her boyfriend told me about their argument. And , I'm not lying , her boyfriend asked me to help him to make up with his girlfriend. He asked me not to told his girlfriend. Of course I kept my promise.

But lately my friend's boyfriend changed. He still love my friend, but he also approach me. My other friend told me that when we became a chair person & time keeper at English debate contest.

I don't want to have a secret from my friend. So I told her. But after that she was angry. I don't know. It seems like she mad at her bf, and also mad at me. At me, who didn't do anything.

She also called me "Friend eat friend" , which in Indonesia known as "Teman makan teman"

Hurt? Of course! I never tried to approach her bf! And when her ex-bf (they broke up before holiday) asked me to become his gf, I said no! NO! A big NO NO! I never love him and I know that my friend is hurt because of him. How come I can accept him? Of course not!

But still... My friend still mad at me... She always called me "TMT / teman makan teman" . It hurt me so much. And she also told that story to some of our friend. Afraid? Of course. She is the one who get hurt the most and many people will pity her and blame me. Blame ME. Because? Because it seems like I TAKE HER BF.

Take her boyfriend?

Haha. I never love her boyfriend. How can it become "Take her boyfriend" ?

I wish I never come to this school. I wish I never meet her and her boyfriend. If I never come to this school, this story will never happen.

That.

My first experience.

Our friendship is broken because of love and misunderstanding.